Hey kiddies,

Lately I've been nuts in my own head and haven't had much time for posting and starting a new endeavor.  But here I go, life never quits and neither can I. 

Love...
I've never been a close friend of the emotion.  Sure i love my friends, and I love my family, but to donate that emotion to a full complete person, and choose them as my most liked at the time... is very difficult.  I like intimacy and I do thrive on those moments.  Although I really like spending time with myself so when I am out I give more of who I am to those in my environment.  It's a cycle, I give out a lot of good energy every day... then I have to regenerate. 

So, the point I'm avoiding is I might be sharing those emotions with someone.  Which, pisses me off.  I like this guy, and he's very nice... when he's doing his own thing.  When he's with me, and he's not stuck on me.. he's great.  But when he's with me, and all over me, or if he's away from me and text messaging me... I just kinda go bonkers.  How do you tell someone, "I wanna try being closer to you, but you have to leave me the fuck alone?" 

Let me know,
~AiF

I love survival horror games.  I love them because lets face it.  If zombies started attacking the city, I'd be a zombie or dismembered in no time flat.  We all like to think... "omg I would do this and I know how to shoot a gun and blah blah blah."  but C'mon, I barely can drive to work without getting lost.  I'm a goner.  I think I need to go to some sort of Zombie Survival Class or something.  Hrmmm, who's with me?  We need to start one.

Work was very very busy, and very very retarded.  Clients were good, I got many compliments and at 5 I ran out of our store to avoid a client seeing me leave.  Graphics made a poster of all of us as animals.  They put me with them two as the three wallabys.  I have a tiara on because one of them calls me Princess.  Apparently that's a theme., I'm spoiled, I can't help it. 

Also, what is appealing about a shirt with two trees and a stump that says "Who cut one?"  Honestly, I looked at this client and rolled my eyes.  I knew I was in for a very intelligent conversation.  Especially when his first question was, "So y'all make signs?" 

Anyways, after a late dinner, I'm off to nighttimesleepy land.

~AiF

Today was very busy.  I felt like such a good little worker bee.  I honestly got most of my stuff done and stayed entertained the whole time.  Kiss up girl was in her usual position, and I was getting asked why I was discussing a sale with graphics.  Either way, double standard or not, I got my jobs done and things look good. 

SO... Since I'm not going to bitch about work, I'll have to find another something to rant about.  Today's topic is going to be bikes.  If you ride a bike, good for you for doing your part.  You're cutting down on pollution, saving gas,  exercising and GETTING IN MY WAY.  Seriously, some of you look cute, most of you are old and slow.  Traffic has to pass you and it's annoying.  I love the roads with bike lanes but why do bikes need to be allowed on my gas guzzling, lazy people road?  This one cyclist today turned at a red light, made a u-turn by the intersection and then made another right turn.  Screw that, I had to pass him THREE times because of this.  I wanted to knock his old ass out and ask him how healthy living felt?  I didn't have a cigarette to be smoking at the time, so I decided against it.  Meanwhile, I want rollerblades.  Who's skating with me?

See you guys on the flip side,

~AiF

First off...

I woke up at around 2:00am after dreaming about rats crawling on me only to have sleep paralysis.  This is not a comfortable place to be.  After my body awoke, I went ahead a got my fearless guardian, Buckie, to keep me company and scare off any imaginary rats. 

Today there was a company memo sent through sales that I didn't get.  It went something like...

Sales Team,

If anyone around you speaks, asks a question, sticks a finger up their ass or looks in your direction, it is considered very appropriate to wedge yourself into their line of sight and obstruct them long enough to find out what is going on, give your opinion and downplay any other viewpoints in the room.  This of course doesn't go for management, as you will be too busy with your head up yours or another sales member's anus to respond to opinions.

Thank You,
The Management

In other news, I get lonely at work if I happen to not have company.  Often I will go to visit with graphics, who enjoy my company very much thank you.  Besides it's the only room where one can feel like an animal in the zoo.  My partner up front likes to stare into the glass cage watching us.  I wonder if one day I should just mount a co-worker and mate them like a bull.  At least then she could feel as if she had a show.  Apparently we are some entertaining people.  Then again, I'd watch me... oh yeah baby. 

In other news, I bought new underwear, I made snippy comments, and I'm pet sitting through Sunday.  Same cow pie, different pasture.

How's everyone else doing?
~AiF